november 16 9:47am - i am SO COLDDDD idk why everyone thinks the ac has to be on at MAX even when it SO COLD OUTSIDE... i can feel my fingers already freezing off :( hopefully work is fine but we will see ...
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november 20 8:14pm - relapsed bc i was added to a fucking groupchat. what the hell is wrong with me ):
november 16 9:47am - i am SO COLDDDD idk why everyone thinks the ac has to be on at MAX even when it SO COLD OUTSIDE... i can feel my fingers already freezing off :( hopefully work is fine but we will see ...
november 12 7:43pm - havent updated my main blog in a while. Oops! ive been a busy girl lowkey. going to work tomorrow.... Yayyyy.. i gto a raise tho ! yippee.i will crochet now bye guys
november 6 12:15pm - election talk pissing me off... POLITICS TALK pissing me off. very confused on a lot of it. everyone's stressing me out, and its everywhere i look, and i Highkey want to hide in a cave for 2 months. i need everyone to SHUT UP !!!!!!!!!
i might write a blog on it. or i might just journal abt it. ughghghghhhhhhhhhhh.....
november 5 12:49pm - ummmm lowkey just FAILED MY COMP SCI TEST. i feel super bad abt that omg... :(
november 1 10:22am - looking at bags has me questioning my sanity. everything cute is too edgy for me to look good (bc i give off a generally Not Edgy vibe), and everything less edgy just looks GRANDMACORE. crying rn
october 24 10:21am - back in my INSANE ERA. actually sucks but whatevzz im living thru it. we live and we ball, amirite ? wish i could go to a daiso soon for ...... Reasons . also super embarassing to announce but im back in my yearly will wood relapse bro. Embarassing !!! but he mentions prion disease in one of his songs so thats pretty cool. i wonder if ap psych goes into amything on sh (:
october 23 12:07pm - u guys i dont wanna go to work im gonna CRY. contacts are better. i am soo hungry.
october 21 1:53pm - these comtacts SUCKS. what. i cant read like... anything :(
october 17 8:55pm - did my duolingo while waiting for the blood to dry. new low
october 7 9:24pm - why must i have the best creativity when i feel the worst?
1 year. set the hostages free
october 5 8:41am - thinking about twins in paradise. thinking about rereading things have gotten worse since we last spoke. generally feeling shitty, but idk why. im so tired. idk if i wanna do anythign today, i might just sit home and play on my 3ds :). but do i deserve that break?
october 4 11:58am - sooo happy its friday bro i couldnt do another DAY of this...
october 2 4:46pm - yayyy they fixed it. monokai is BACK to normal. best theme ..
october 2 7:56am - neocities CHANGED the theme i use on the coder. bro. im atcually gonna cry all of them r SO UGLY NOW.... pls bring back og monkai neocities... PLEASEEEE
september 24 12:14pm - so tiredd. its so cold. i have a mathq uiz in like an hour boo.... im so scared
september 23 7:54am - getting so bad. ruined a lot, idk how to fix any of it. umm. yeah. back on all my bad habits,. idk what to do
september 18 10:14am - bro my math teacher finished grading our quizzes (we were supposed to get them back monday) IN CLASS. brooo.... and i got an 86 boo. better than i expected but UGH i dont like him AT ALL. bro BE A TEACHER.. teach us pls...
september 16 2:16pm - actually exhausted. idk whats wrong but i am just so. tired. i cant wait to go home and rest..
september 5 8:31pm - getting into my stickering game. Actually stickering up everything. my planner is now my scrapbook. living the dream !!
september 3 12:21pm - im so tireddd omg. school's kinda rough ngl.. soo tired and kinda nervy about how my comp sci quiz went
september 2 12:58pm - had the GENIUS idea of letting myself place a 100$ dollar jetpens order IF and ONKY IF i stay clean for 4 weeks. I GOT THISSSS i will do ANYTHING. for stationery :)
september 1 11:01am - just washed and hung my clothes out to dry, bout to start the dishwasher and cook breakfast. maybe i was meant to be a housewife after all...
august 29 10:01am - having so much fun in my comp sci class ! just finished my first lab. Yippee !!
august 28 7:52am - I GOT MUALANIIIIIIIIIIII !!!! i also LOST the weapon banner to fucking FREEDOM SWORN !??!?!??! dude idek who can use that other than kazuha who i Dont have and Dont wnat.... hopefully ill get lucky and get surf's up for mualani sometime soon tho !! i think im getting like 10 free pulls for anniversary And theres probably a lot of event stuff but UGHGGH im pissed. Wish me luck !
august 26 3:27pm - my stummy HURTS LIKE HELLL omg... at least we didnt have to run in pe today!
comp sci is SOOO MUCH FUN IM ACTUALLY HVAING A BLASTTT OMG !!! i hope work will be all right even tho my stomach wnats to KILL ME. Whatevaaa i will live and ball.
august 24 11:08am - need to make a 3rd blog bc my current one is getting sooo laggy to update. but im so attached to it !!! i think i really outdid myself on the design idk... thinking of a coral reef theme for my next one. i just LOVE the garden design i have up rn ! we'll see what i do, but i gotta get around to it eventually
august 20 8:01pm - concerned with my product consumption. need to limit myself and my spending, im consciously aware of how much waste i create by purchasing things i dont need. i still want a big monstrous humongous bag, though...
august 19 1:48pm - i am sooo nervy school 'starts' tomorrow.... crying . endlessly nervous, hoping all goes well
july 20 11:25am - u guys Math is so hard... what even is a trigonometric identity im gonna SCREAM ! feel very confined at home. might go skating later :)
june 29 12:49pm - why is it so hard to shop for clothes online Smh. actually so annoyingggg... doesnt help that my mom is Not Being Very Constructively Critical !!! She is Just Critical. whatever, i guess its her job but Idk im just annoyed
june 26 12:29pm - ugh i dont wanna go to workkk but itll hopefully be fine. my period is also LATE and its rly annoying because im HOPING and PRAYING it ends before my trip because it would SUCK SO MUCH if it didnt...
june 25 9:58am - SO TIREDDDD ! last week of summer schoollll only 4 more days yay !! and then im ALL DONE im sooo happy dude omg. working on an archived emotion page, dunno if im just gonna copy paste all my feelings All the time or im gonna figure out a way to transfer them easier. Idk tho
june 21 1:52pm - cant wait to get homeee i wanna play minecraft so bad.. but i ahve a paper to work ob . Maybe i will get a Bevvyyy too or maybe make a nice one ! i think i might have figured it out so :)
june 19 11:46am - tired ! only got like 6 hrs of sleep last night bc i went 2 bed too late and the Sunlight woke me but its ok. i hope work will be easy
june 18 11:16am - cant waittt to go home.. hope i dont feel too tired bc i need to buy new pillows bc my current ones r SO BAD FOR MY Head it sucksss i wake up feeling like. headachey :(
june 17 1:17pm - im so tired !! i cant wait to go home and sit in my room and play minecraft... i hope i dont have a lot of homework and i hope work is easy. at least school is off on wednesday !!
june 13 3:10pm - everytime i go back and listen to splitter girl on repeat, the songs even more relatable. its atcually crazy just hpw many of the lyrics i relate to now oh my god
june 13 1:32pm - i cannot wait to go home. i dont want to go to work, and afterwards i have to freaking study for two tests tomorrow. i dont want to go to work at all i am so so so tired. i jsut want 2 do One Thing...
june 12 8:54am - didnt cut as much as i wnated 2 this morning and now i feel So Gross i want . I have so many urges. its my dad's birthday though and i feel so sad.
june 11 2:50pm - scene style is so cool its so prettyyy omg...
june 11 1:07pm - im so sore?? my arms are sore and i need to stretch and i feel soo stiff. cant wait to get home
june 10 11:02am - so tired. almost done w history of art and music. yayyyy
june 6 7:56am - i hate this i hate this i hate this i want to go deeper oh my gosh. why would i ever do this to myself. i cnat wait to get home from work and go crazy. most of the old cuts are healed and there is so much blank space. i am so sorry to my friends
june 5 12:57pm - want to go homeee i am so tired :( hopefully the next 2 and a half hours arent too bad...
june 4 9:20am - so freaking tireddd omg... cant wait 2 get home Oh My Lordd.. legs hurt arms hurt face hurts im s TIRED and SORE what
june 3 10:04am - REDACTED
june 2 10:47am - fit 8 of the 9 Bpd Criteria !!!!!!!!!!!! What the HELL. dawg.. i need 2 fix this omg.
june 1 2:29pm - REDCATED. im gonna play botw
may 29 7:28pm - finished the bottom of the bag and the sides ! just have the handles, pocket and attaching left ! so excited to see the finished product, the colors look so cute !
may 29 2:44pm - no work today YAYAYAY !!! they dont have power so theyre closed for the day. this tote is taking FOREVERRR. so fun tho !
may 29 11:33am - crocheting !! making a tote bag to hopefully use for summer school ! i do NOT wanna go 2 work today tho.... Ugh. hopefully i feel Motivated to go soon bc i dont want it to end up being Boring or Annoying. oh well ! we'll live and ball either way LOLOL
may 25 11:21am - feeling Sickkk.... hate this. dont have appetite, feeling gross, and just overall Bad. Jelp...
may 22 8:51am - ALMOST DONE WITH SCHOOL YAYAYAY A!!!! FINALLY !!!! jetpens order spposed to get here monday too YAYAY !!!! CANT WAIT !
may 16 9:51am - been on made of styrofoam too much... Yikes ! i want to buy the stuff i want. i want the delfonics bag BACK IN STOCK ASAPPPP Omg....... i hope it keeps raining, wont b able to focus at school 2day otherwise...
may 14 10:19am - YAYAYAYAY GOT A 94 ON HISTORY TESTTTT best history test grade ive gotten this whole yr !!! im gonna.... Ignore.... the 86 i got on the quiz tho LOL !!!
may 14 9:28am - so fricking tired. So Stressed. i dont feel like summer is coming, i just dont feel like anything's changing. so so so stressed.... omg...
may 12 4:11pm - had the BEST meet up w/ friend !! scrapbooked a ton and im so happy w/ the finishd product !! i hope we can do that more during summer, i had a blast
may 12 9:08am - my arm burns. i had plans but i dont want to do anything. i just want to suffer honestly... ugh. i hate sundays
may 11 8:37am - studying @ starbies rn !! been thru all the math units once now Yaya Zaza !! gotta work on my history paper but i Super dont wanna do that.... Ngl........ whatever, we'll get thru it ! at least i have yummy bev !!
may 9 9:30pm - omg i hope school tomorrow is alright. too tired to do anything Big, but hopefully i can get Some stuff done. i am so tired rn. at least work was alright. cant wait for 4 pm tomorrow
may 9 9:12am - I am going to KILL this history paper. I need an A on this paper. i am going to schedule So many meetings to discuss this. I Need A Good Grade !!!!
may 8 5:34pm - trying to get on my study grind but im SO UNMOTIVATEDDD Omg.... whatever im almost done for today
may 7 3:43pm - feeling a lot better. no longer As sick but i still feel grosss my throat is itchy and sore and i just feel blehh... probz shoulda stayed at school but im doing the same thing i would have done if i was @ school soooo... onky diff is i have a yummy bev !
may 7 9:58am - NUHUHHHHH I JUST FAILED THAT OMGGG... THAT WAS SO SO SO BAD.
may 7 8:31am - stressed As Freajk. physics test in like 15 minutes, im actually gonna fail im so freaking scared
may 4 9:07am - i feel so Sick !! Like actually ! i hope work is easy. i hate studying. i like my coffee. i feel very weak. my head hurts
may 3 9:31am - omg i hate history. i cant wait to go home. i have too many projects. i hope i get a lot done today and tomorrow. i cant wait for summer
may 2 2:27pm - physics is too hard. papers are too hard to write. school sucks. all i want to do is skate !!
may 2 9:08am - blehh its too early for this. at least i am comfortable in a nice sweater. i hope work is easy
may 1 2:53pm - sososo tired... cant wait to be home. i want to crochet
may 1 12:40pm - my stomach hurts a lot, i want a nice drink or snack but i dont have one :( i feel icky